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the punch drunk kid

Breathe with me.

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eatthishunneh

December is fast approaching and I'm not so sure if I'm ready for what it might bring. While I admit that I'm really not one for holidays, I think this year's will be the worst yet. For starters, we won't be having our annual Thanksgiving party. This gives me unbearable heartache. I can't even begin to describe how this makes me feel. My Dad seems to think there isn't much to be thankful about this year and while I do actually agree, I feel that our traditional party should still push through. What really makes me feel horrible is that my Dad won't even do this for himself.

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eatthishunneh

I think I need to put my life in bullets since so much has changed about me in the last 9/10 months that I've been away from blogger! Obviously I am very happy with the new me; give or take a few things.

• I'm a biology student at De La Salle University now. So my last post ended in success! High fives all around!
• I live in Taft with the ever present Ate Daday and my close buddeh Camille aka Ninja Cacho.
• Pretty much adjusted to life here. Much less drama which I love.
• Close friends with Ver, Ikong, Gian and the other higher-batch-guys from high school. Ninja and I still can't believe this has happened since we have never talked to them before.
• We've adopted the adorable Hanna Bang :"> :))
  
• Missing my UST friends so much. You guys know who you are. :|
• GOT FATTER :| (GONNA STOP EATING NAO!)
• Had a silly fight with Clyde but we've made up now. We've yet to see each other though.
• Mopey every week because of weekly exams.
  
• Miggy has started living with us. Okay maybe not but it sure does seem like it. He's at our place most days of the week. Haha.
• Hiding from someone annoying.
• Turned 18. Still no gift from Dad. :|
  
• Almost made the Dean's list. Had the required grade but one grade from a subject was lower than the minimum. Confusing? I'm rambling, forgive me.
  
• Looking for a puppy (french bulldog).
• Took driving lessons! Have yet to get my license.
• Rediscovered my love for Edgar Allan Poe.
• Obsessing over blood, vampires and murder-mysteries. Though this isn't much of a shocker. Also, no sparkling allowed.
• I now have long term goals.

That's pretty much it, I guess. If it wasn't this cold I'd probably have thought of more things to put but as it is that's long enough. These socks aren't much help. :|

In an unrelated note I've lost faith in the younger generation. I was at the bookstore earlier shifting through the classics when a bunch of kids from my high school started to gush over books from behind me. I could only stare in horror as I realized that those "books" that they were poring over were actually nothing more than those despicable local romance novels. You know what I'm talking about. Sickening.

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those despicable local romance novels.
-gahd. haha. anyway. oo nga andami nang nangyare sayo. i envy youuuuu! >.<

By  Anavil, at November 6, 2010 at 9:51 PM  

I bet so many things have happened to you too! We need to see each other more often :( :( :(

By  kimdelladuncan, at November 6, 2010 at 10:01 PM  

miggeh lives with us now? :)))))

By  Ninja Cacho, at November 7, 2010 at 9:44 PM  

sure does seem like it! hahaha.

By  kimdelladuncan, at November 8, 2010 at 4:12 PM  

eatthishunneh

it's hard being different. with flaming red hair, freckles and a mind that doesn't think like your average seventeen year old (not always a good thing), i'm left to make things out all on my own.

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Bonsoir mes amis. Is that even right? Ugh. Had to take a fatally long and difficult French test. Even after finishing the test, the only thing going through my head was "c'est pour un visa" --- USELESS USELESS USELESS COMPLETELY RANDOM AND USELESS.

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not all monsters are born; some are made. i still don't know which one i am.

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may pianpasabi yung admin ng blogspot. namiss ka daw niya. haha.

suckish christmas, yes. let's just go videoke or something. sayang yung kila lay. Redbox? when?

and oh, btw. CHICKEN ka daw sabi ko. for not riding the Viking. :D

don't eat too much Babs. we still have to fit into our oh-so-great uniform.

By  guesswhobitch!, at December 31, 2009 at 2:17 PM  

saturday? after pe? i wanna sing my lungs out. HAHA.

and i am so not a chicken :| i just had to take care of my camera. :P hahahahahahaha.

i think fitting into my uniform is a lost cause.

By  kimdelladuncan, at January 1, 2010 at 11:21 AM  

eatthishunneh

i'm starting to lose faith in humanity.

my guy friends are starting to stray. most of them at least. i remember our talks about none of us getting addicted to any vices, how that we should stay the same and value our morals -- i guess that was all just a bunch of bullshit. god, some of 'em are even lying to our faces, vehemently denying doing anything bad. i just wish they'd stop. really, it's heartbreaking. only a few remain standing. i miss you guys. :( i won't drop any names but i know they know who they are. if those who are still in the right path stray too then i think the rope will snap and i shall be cynical for the rest of my life.

is this the price we all have to pay for growing up?

Labels: growing pains, life, perplexities

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA z-snap in your face. you'll forever be cynical, fiama girl. :>

By  ninjabetch, at December 11, 2010 at 12:35 AM  

HAHAHAHAHA SHUT UP BETCH. :))))))))))))))) LOL-ing so haaard. :))))

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 11, 2010 at 7:43 AM  

eatthishunneh

puffy eyes and a heavy heart -- heartbroken? no way i'm just too sick to function. my heart literally feels like it weighs a ton. i don't know why. wretched wretched allergies.

i haven't blogged in ages. phooey. i'm a horrid blogger :< i've been am sooooo busy. it's currently our hell month. english and filipino term papers are due this week i think and we are far from being finished! i also just had to rush a powerpoint presentation about the nervous system for our report in bio tomorrow. one of my groupmates just had to flake out on me. why now? i'm already sick and stressed as it is. apparently he can't send me a single freaking message earlier to tell me his lame reasons. let me share to you the exchange of messages:

giancarlo: Hi della, gian here. Ok lng b pnta ak t0m m0rning sa d0rm m para maaus ung part k0. Wla kc ak c0mp d2 e. Mga 9.30 am, ok nb un?
[whaaaaat the efff right? first of all, he sends me a message the night before our report? when i've finished doing the report? even his stinkin part! and pleaaaase, man. there are so many computer shops in the city. having no computer at home is no reason to not be able to send the file to me.]
della: Sana sinend mo nlng or pinasend sa iba. Ngnetshop k nlng sna. Ngwa ko na. Ngaun ka rn lng ngtxt late na eh.
giancarlo: Gnun b? Ok. Mr0n nrn ak n c0py. Ung part k b na tnype m ung nsa hand0ut?
della: yeah.
giancarlo: 0k. tnx tnx.
[wtffffff. not even a freakin apology? lame ass.]

moving on :> my urine is as clear as waterrrrr. too much info? mum was here during the weekend and she flushed me with cranberry juice and wilkins :)) i missed herrr :> too bad dad hates travelling >: can't wait for summer break. i miss olongaporn!

gotta get back to work. missed you, homies :>

Labels: break, college, comebackkid, diseases, gaporn, life, manila, perplexities, procrastination

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Doc! naughty you!issue ah between the future president.hmm. haha. anyway marami naman ata sya natulong e? hahaha gwa tyo thm a.

By  Anonymous, at March 11, 2009 at 11:41 PM  

gago ka marco! kala ko gian tlga. hahahahahahahaha. sige gawa tayo. :))

By  kimdelladuncan, at March 11, 2009 at 11:50 PM  

eatthishunneh

the kid is finally back! the ilocos trip was amazing in more ways than one. i love you guys :) ate rose, ate amy, kuya kento and ma'am abdul kadil were great :) h4 was incredible! ofcourse. even with the death scare (i won't elaborate on this atm. i'll wait for many things to pass.) it was pretty great. i couldn't help but cry though. i kept thinking of my dad. tsk. on a much much lighter note, i can't wait for the pictures! i was stupid enough to forget to bring a digital camera so now i have to wait for everyone to upload their pictures so that i can steal them :D kuya ken said he was going to upload them immediately but i have been waiting waiting waiting here and there are still no pictures. :)) ugh. i destroyed my blog's blogging style. haha. i'm too lazy to form coherent and proper paragraphs so lemme just jumble 'em and let you decipher. :D i want more sugar cane juice! i want more basiiiii. haha. i love and miss ilocos.even though my other trip there was a complete disaster. :*

pics up soon.

Labels: break, college, comebackkid, death, eagerness, giggles, happiness, ilocos, life

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eatthishunneh

i tried to catch a falling star but all i caught was a cold. i'm sick sick sick once again. my nose feels like a faulty faucet: dripping one minute and clogged up the next. ugh. i'm in a dreadful mood.

i've decided not to sing at jojo's debut. i don't like people/crowds. i'd prolly just puke so to save myself from the anxiety attack, i just won't sing. i have also decided to buy a new notebook. i have a specific notebook in mind-- exactly like my previous journals. i miss writing. i haven't created anything in ages. i feel empty and that is just the cure. i think it's also about time to tell my blockmates that i'm going to shift. or maybe i'll put it off until before or after our final exams. i'm definitely not looking forward to that.

holy guacamole! i just remembered that my college life is in shambles right now! i think am sure that Pepe is onto me. he knoooooows. my secret isn't so secret anymore thanks to my oh so charming blockmates. thank you, guys. thank you for shouting "della/kim" on the top of your lungs whenever Pepe is around. thank you for spilling the beans. shitballs, right? oh whatever. touya's girlfriend is fugly. connection? haha.

two quizzes on monday; i will make myself study. how unlikely.

reruns: watched yes man. malling on different occassions. row with clyde. fixed. diseased. froze in the bus. olongaporn. take off tomorrow at three? or four?

Labels: college, diseases, flash, gaporn, life, perplexities

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uhugin. hahaha. jk ^_____^

makes you want to say "so. this is college" no? hehe
good luck with the Pepe guy! :))

By  Patricia, at February 9, 2009 at 7:25 PM  

tse! :)) kadiri ka tlga. hahaha :))

yeah. pepe is fugly though. hahaha. seriously. i don't know what i see in him. hahahaha.

By  kimdelladuncan, at February 10, 2009 at 9:39 AM  

oh well. love is blind diba.

By  Patricia, at February 16, 2009 at 12:39 PM  

this guy is so five minutes ago na :)))))

By  kimdelladuncan, at February 17, 2009 at 8:26 PM  

eatthishunneh

it's been such a long time. i guess some things will just never change. i'm pretty damn disturbed with this new discovery. i want to cry but that only shows weakness. ugh. and i had such a good day. geds and i went over to UT to pick up diane and km and off we went to watch Underworld 3 at SM snlzro. froi messaged me and told me he was there too. i thought he wasn't coming 'cause he wasn't replying to my messages but it turns out that his phone was playing tricks on him. haha. then tj came and picked up km. we went to starbucks then we rented some movies. we rode a jeep and we got lost. i was so damn scared because of the crazy people on the streets. i am dead afraid of crazy people. :)) i had fun though. :) we rode a taxi and we safely arrived at the UT. tj and km were already there. we watched the american version of shutter. diane looks a bit like megumi :)) then froi and geds brought me home. the end. pretty happy right? but ofcourse something bad had to happen. shitballs. goodbye. i'm off to feed iBob. plus i have to sleep early. the boys have a game tomorrow. they'll kill me if i don't show.

an after thought: i wish ust had some sort of oblation run.

Labels: friends, life, lost, perplexities, shitballs

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eatthishunneh

things have not been going so well for me. i think i flunked most of my preliminary tests; i have fallen off the wagon; i am broke; my mother is going to kill me when she gets here tomorrow because i fell off the wagon and because i'm broke; aaaaaaaaand i'm depressed as hell for no discernible reason.

shopping tomorrow. i hope all goes well. i'm tired of my life. don't ask why. tell me what i need to do. shtblls. i feel like the sad patty. T.T distract me.

Labels: life, perplexities

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man. i need to budget myself. try to make a list of your expenses. it helps :)

a little budgeting also allows for easier dieting. haha

By  Patricia, at January 27, 2009 at 4:40 PM  

i've noticed that it really does help. hahaha.

By  kimdelladuncan, at January 27, 2009 at 10:12 PM  

eatthishunneh

for no reason at all, i have been putting off updates in this wretched blog.

i have decided. i'm going to shift. not transfer. i'm going to make my dad happy. i'm going to satisfy my mom. i'm going to be happy in the end. i know it. is this finally settled? high hopes and nailed feet.

my maturity level has gone down a notch since my previous posts. how or why it happened or how or why i even noticed it happening, is beyond the limits of my mind. i'm confined to the belief that if i don't focus my attention on something, it'll just slip away; if i don't think of something enough, i'll forget it and it'll just slip away. it scares the living daylights out of me. i'm sincerely afraid that everything will just slip away. and that soon, i will find myself curled up in a corner all alone and weepy with nothing but a tired face and empty hands. i need to redeem myself. i need to do the things i said i'd do and find my own revolution.

i found out something about myself lately. i don't need love right now. i just need higher ceilings. i feel as if i can't move, breathe or think because such closed quarters are cramping my, well, style. i think i need professional help. oh lord.

breathe with me:
we watched the curious case of benjamin button earlier today. it was magnificent. go watch it.
going to get a "sun plan" next week.
i've almost finished reading the green mile by stephen king.
just about to read the unbearable lightness of being.
i shall paint my nails blue tomorrow. just because i feel dreadful.
diet starts tomorrow. Mai is going to be my diet buddy.
Bohol trip is on Feb.
i will dream about waking up next to brad pitt, patrick dempsey, chace crawford, milo ventimiglia and spunk ransom. how i wish.
i'm going to finish grey's anatomy tomorrow. and i will weep like a punished child.
i will overhaul my friendster account, first thing tomorrow morning.
I AM GOING TO FIND MY REVOLUTION.

Labels: comebackkid, life, list, maturity

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your comment bitch is back, bitch!
*i told you there's no way to stop it. it'll pass, eventually. i hope.
*yey you're gonna kick ass in medtech!
*magaling ako pumili ng book.
*peram ng grey's pagtapos mo
*i have to lose weight na din kasi my fugly uniform wouldn't fit anymore :|

By  Anonymous, at January 10, 2009 at 3:13 AM  

*nothing's happening naman eh. and i hate myself for being disappointed. hahaha.
*i hope so :D
*oo nga. ang ganda nung book. haha.
*sige. di pa binabalik saken ni rj ung season five.
*diet na tayoooo. for real this time.

By  kimdelladuncan, at January 10, 2009 at 7:38 PM  

shift kna talaga?
diet-schmiet. wag na! haha

By  Patricia, at January 13, 2009 at 12:11 PM  

75% sure that i'm shifting. hahaha.
atska kelangan ko magdiet! payat ka kasi! hahahaha.

By  kimdelladuncan, at January 13, 2009 at 7:44 PM  

eatthishunneh

a few more minutes and it's christmas but still i can't really feel the spirit. grinch? not really. it's just that i'm not a "holiday" person. i don't get hyped just because someone says we're supposed to be happy on a certain bloody day. yet here i am fumbling on the keyboard just to greet you guys. MERRY EFFIN CHRISTMAS. there. atleast i got that out of the way.

this christmas is by far the least festive christmas i've had in my whole life. my parents are losing their christmas spirit too. might it be old age? or is it my fault? is it because i'm getting older? fat chance. maybe it's because of the crisis. hell, i have no clue. i used to get so many presents but now... uhh. not so much. :)) my dad gave me cash. hooray. but now i'm close to being broke. i have about 5k left. that's not much i tell you. i still have to buy gifts for my closest friends. maaaaan, it's tough growing up. the funny thing is, i still don't get treated like one. sht. i desperately need to prove to them that i can take care of myself. PLEASE LORD HELP ME WITH THIS.

because i'm young, broke, without direction and bitter about life -- i just might change my lifestyle. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GROW UP. i won't even wait for new year for my resolutions. i'm going to start tomorrow. hopefully i won't be too lazy for that.

i'm infatuated with a certain number of people. i feel like such a loser. i really am infatuated. the butterflies in my stomach, the constant daydreams, the real dreams, the stupid smile plastered on my face -- the whole shebang. i need someone. :))

Labels: christmas, infatuation, life, maturity, money, perplexities

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Funny how I felt the same way this morning. :}} Anyway, Merry Christmas still. :]

By  Ayee, at December 25, 2008 at 9:44 PM  

hahaha. :) merry christmas to you too, ayee :)

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 26, 2008 at 8:42 PM  

eatthishunneh

i'm sick again. new flash lang to. :)) paskuhan was okay. okay, not super good. it was fun only because of my guy pals and em, micah and ninja. :) we stole a fork from a resto in dapitan :)) stupid. oh yeah, i got a panda stuffed toy :D thank you froilan, rom and tonio! :) i named him Poco. haha.

plus i listen to the bloomfields regularly now :) they're really really good. it's quite unbelievable. they do covers of my favorite songs :) my dad likes them too :)) i hope they cover more of jerry lee lewis and elvis presley though. and they're really nice too! :) we had a chance to watch them live. they were really nice to us even if we were makulit and maaaaaan they are really good live. go watch them :) and kuya jayjay was really nice :)

Labels: comebackkid, diseases, flash, friends, fun, happiness, life, music

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poco loco. wait. kim, may naaalala ka bang poco a poco na something sa sbma? hahaha. ako meron! hotel ba yun? not sure pero meron talaga.

By  Anonymous, at December 22, 2008 at 10:38 PM  

wala eh! :)) club morocco lang alam ko :)))))) hahaha.san ba banda?

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 23, 2008 at 3:30 PM  

eatthishunneh

news really travels fast. people are already sticking their noses in my, err in our, business. leave me err us alone. pleaaaaaase. why can't people just watch in the sidelines? goodluck to me. i bet this "thing" will be cut before anything comes out of it. i'm not really hoping that "something" will come out of it though. :)) i'll take things as they come.

paskuhan is coming up! i can't waaaaait! are any of you guys gonna come? :D

Labels: life, oddity, paskuhan

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hmm. i can't quite relate with this post since i don't have nosy people around me lately. hehe. good luck with that.

merry christmas della-ella-eh-eh! ^_____^

By  Patricia, at December 20, 2008 at 10:10 PM  

merry christmas pat!

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 21, 2008 at 5:06 PM  

eatthishunneh

let's tone our buccilator muscles together.
did you know that the buccilator muscle is the main muscle used when kissing? isn't it nice to know? :))
instead of talking about that, what i should really be doing right now is finishing my philosophy paper. contemporary epistemological questions are so difficult to come across and the lack thereof is causing my brain to whine unapologetically. the holiday cheer isn't really getting through to me. i'm the grinch of the century. i'm already trying to figure out how i'm going to budget my money to be able to buy all those gifts. it's as if time has finally caught up on me and i'm piling on wrinkles by the second. shit -- look at how much i've procrastinated now. i'm uncontrollable! i shall be posting a wishlist with my next post. i like gifts. haha. that's the only thing i like about christmas. oh wait, i like another thing about chrismas. the sales /the shopping. my fingers are crossed that my dad will send me my christmas money on friday. that means shopping on saturday. :D oh joy.

i watched harry potter and the sorcerer's stone last night with mai and kled. i can't believe how much of the lines i still remember. it's been such a long long long time since i watched it last. it's nice to find out that harry potter is really shackled in my heart. i'm one of the hp pioneers yanoe. :D i started when i was a wee kid. i was called names like nerd and geek and all that crap because i liked to read. well it's helped me in life and i don't regret being a geek. geeks will rule the world one day. so watch out for me! i may be the next cleopatra or queen lizzie! back to harry potter, i'm going to watch all the other movies today. so i guess i should try to get started on my philosophy paper before i do that. ciao! :)

Labels: buccilator, christmas, comebackkid, harry potter, life, money

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eatthishunneh

clyde and i almost met our end today. we went to trinoma because we wanted to buy shoes. after our shoe craving was satisfied we went to fetch a taxi. our trouble started there. the taxi driver was a demon. when we got in i immediately noticed that there was something odd. that's when i saw the gun. he was trying to hide it under his back until he could find the best oppurtunity to shoot us or maybe just hold us at gunpoint while he did only God knows what. i'm traumatized. good thing i saw sa gun and i didn't freak out. he saw that i sawa the gun too and he didn't know what to do. i was gutsy. maybe it was the adrenaline or whatever but all i know is that i took another look at the gun. he saw that too. i didn't tell clyde about the gun because i knew she would freak out. that would probably have made matters much worse. i kept mum about the whole thing but i told the taxi driver to just drop us off at UST. he was starting to fidget. and he kept fixing the position of the gun at his back. FUCK. then luckily my mom called me up and even if she was just asking where i was i kept answering "yeah i'll just text you the plate number" or something to that effect. that seemed to shake the driver up. he kept glancing at us and whenever kled and i would speak he kept on lowering the volume of the radio. i was scared out of my wits. he kept driving us around creepy neighborhoods but he couldn't find the opportunity to corner us. we're so damn lucky. we were at dapitan and i told him to just drop us off at the gate so that there'd be guards present and he could't pull any funny business. he did so reluctantly. shit. i'm fucking traumatized.

Labels: death, gun, holdup, life, manila, taxi

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oh beer. good thing he didn't do anything stupid. and you didn't get hurt.

it's also good that you guys didn't panic. psyching the driver up was a smart thing to do.

By  Patricia, at December 8, 2008 at 11:14 AM  

i knoooow. i'm so proud of myself. :))))) hahaha. yeah. we're lucky in a twisted way.

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 8, 2008 at 5:52 PM  

Impressive. Most people wouldn't know what to do in such situations. They'd probably just freeze in terror. It really was a smart thing to play mind games with the driver. Good thing he was also smart enough not to give in.

By  Anonymous, at December 12, 2008 at 7:24 AM  

i actually don't know what got into me. i'm usually the one to panic first. :))

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 16, 2008 at 9:48 AM  

eatthishunneh

i love noodle town. it's quiet and foreign and unknown to most people. that shall now be my haunt whenever i go home. i went out with marie and rj yesterday. marie and i met up at mcdo and then we watched "passengers". it sucked donkeyballs. after that we were sort of waiting for rj because he was at slimmers. i ate frozen yoghurt at the new frozen yoghurt place. haha. it's called snow spoon, i think. then marie bought icecream at ministop. then rj showed up and we went to noodle town. we ate had coffee. they chose the most horrible ones off the menu. hahaha. i was lucky enough to have picked the red tea latte. it was wonderful. :) anyway i'm just really glad i've found a place that i really like. i don't want it to go all mainstream though. that'll break my heart. toodles. i'm off to play guess the sketch or something with froi. haha.

Labels: coffee, friends, fun, gaporn, life, noodle town

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hmm. that bakeshop/coffee shop. me and my mom like it there. lalo yung blueberry cheesecake. haha. la lang. cool chairs.

By  Patricia, at December 4, 2008 at 3:49 PM  

yeah. it really is nice, right? XD nice umbrellas too XD haha.

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 4, 2008 at 7:35 PM  

eatthishunneh

things are happening. it's quite odd. but i sort of like a burst of oddity now and then. this is a good kind of change. it's making me happy. i'm sleepy. good night. happy birthday boiltipus! had fun watching twilight! edward is gorgeous. so is jazz, ems and carlisle.

Labels: birthday, flash, fun, happiness, life

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