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the punch drunk kid

a few more minutes and it's christmas but still i can't really feel the spirit. grinch? not really. it's just that i'm not a "holiday" person. i don't get hyped just because someone says we're supposed to be happy on a certain bloody day. yet here i am fumbling on the keyboard just to greet you guys. MERRY EFFIN CHRISTMAS. there. atleast i got that out of the way.

this christmas is by far the least festive christmas i've had in my whole life. my parents are losing their christmas spirit too. might it be old age? or is it my fault? is it because i'm getting older? fat chance. maybe it's because of the crisis. hell, i have no clue. i used to get so many presents but now... uhh. not so much. :)) my dad gave me cash. hooray. but now i'm close to being broke. i have about 5k left. that's not much i tell you. i still have to buy gifts for my closest friends. maaaaan, it's tough growing up. the funny thing is, i still don't get treated like one. sht. i desperately need to prove to them that i can take care of myself. PLEASE LORD HELP ME WITH THIS.

because i'm young, broke, without direction and bitter about life -- i just might change my lifestyle. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GROW UP. i won't even wait for new year for my resolutions. i'm going to start tomorrow. hopefully i won't be too lazy for that.

i'm infatuated with a certain number of people. i feel like such a loser. i really am infatuated. the butterflies in my stomach, the constant daydreams, the real dreams, the stupid smile plastered on my face -- the whole shebang. i need someone. :))

Labels: christmas, infatuation, life, maturity, money, perplexities

2 Comments:

Funny how I felt the same way this morning. :}} Anyway, Merry Christmas still. :]

By  Ayee, at December 25, 2008 at 9:44 PM  

hahaha. :) merry christmas to you too, ayee :)

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 26, 2008 at 8:42 PM  

eatthishunneh

i'm sick again. new flash lang to. :)) paskuhan was okay. okay, not super good. it was fun only because of my guy pals and em, micah and ninja. :) we stole a fork from a resto in dapitan :)) stupid. oh yeah, i got a panda stuffed toy :D thank you froilan, rom and tonio! :) i named him Poco. haha.

plus i listen to the bloomfields regularly now :) they're really really good. it's quite unbelievable. they do covers of my favorite songs :) my dad likes them too :)) i hope they cover more of jerry lee lewis and elvis presley though. and they're really nice too! :) we had a chance to watch them live. they were really nice to us even if we were makulit and maaaaaan they are really good live. go watch them :) and kuya jayjay was really nice :)

Labels: comebackkid, diseases, flash, friends, fun, happiness, life, music

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poco loco. wait. kim, may naaalala ka bang poco a poco na something sa sbma? hahaha. ako meron! hotel ba yun? not sure pero meron talaga.

By  Anonymous, at December 22, 2008 at 10:38 PM  

wala eh! :)) club morocco lang alam ko :)))))) hahaha.san ba banda?

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 23, 2008 at 3:30 PM  

eatthishunneh

news really travels fast. people are already sticking their noses in my, err in our, business. leave me err us alone. pleaaaaaase. why can't people just watch in the sidelines? goodluck to me. i bet this "thing" will be cut before anything comes out of it. i'm not really hoping that "something" will come out of it though. :)) i'll take things as they come.

paskuhan is coming up! i can't waaaaait! are any of you guys gonna come? :D

Labels: life, oddity, paskuhan

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hmm. i can't quite relate with this post since i don't have nosy people around me lately. hehe. good luck with that.

merry christmas della-ella-eh-eh! ^_____^

By  Patricia, at December 20, 2008 at 10:10 PM  

merry christmas pat!

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 21, 2008 at 5:06 PM  

eatthishunneh

let's tone our buccilator muscles together.
did you know that the buccilator muscle is the main muscle used when kissing? isn't it nice to know? :))
instead of talking about that, what i should really be doing right now is finishing my philosophy paper. contemporary epistemological questions are so difficult to come across and the lack thereof is causing my brain to whine unapologetically. the holiday cheer isn't really getting through to me. i'm the grinch of the century. i'm already trying to figure out how i'm going to budget my money to be able to buy all those gifts. it's as if time has finally caught up on me and i'm piling on wrinkles by the second. shit -- look at how much i've procrastinated now. i'm uncontrollable! i shall be posting a wishlist with my next post. i like gifts. haha. that's the only thing i like about christmas. oh wait, i like another thing about chrismas. the sales /the shopping. my fingers are crossed that my dad will send me my christmas money on friday. that means shopping on saturday. :D oh joy.

i watched harry potter and the sorcerer's stone last night with mai and kled. i can't believe how much of the lines i still remember. it's been such a long long long time since i watched it last. it's nice to find out that harry potter is really shackled in my heart. i'm one of the hp pioneers yanoe. :D i started when i was a wee kid. i was called names like nerd and geek and all that crap because i liked to read. well it's helped me in life and i don't regret being a geek. geeks will rule the world one day. so watch out for me! i may be the next cleopatra or queen lizzie! back to harry potter, i'm going to watch all the other movies today. so i guess i should try to get started on my philosophy paper before i do that. ciao! :)

Labels: buccilator, christmas, comebackkid, harry potter, life, money

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eatthishunneh

clyde and i almost met our end today. we went to trinoma because we wanted to buy shoes. after our shoe craving was satisfied we went to fetch a taxi. our trouble started there. the taxi driver was a demon. when we got in i immediately noticed that there was something odd. that's when i saw the gun. he was trying to hide it under his back until he could find the best oppurtunity to shoot us or maybe just hold us at gunpoint while he did only God knows what. i'm traumatized. good thing i saw sa gun and i didn't freak out. he saw that i sawa the gun too and he didn't know what to do. i was gutsy. maybe it was the adrenaline or whatever but all i know is that i took another look at the gun. he saw that too. i didn't tell clyde about the gun because i knew she would freak out. that would probably have made matters much worse. i kept mum about the whole thing but i told the taxi driver to just drop us off at UST. he was starting to fidget. and he kept fixing the position of the gun at his back. FUCK. then luckily my mom called me up and even if she was just asking where i was i kept answering "yeah i'll just text you the plate number" or something to that effect. that seemed to shake the driver up. he kept glancing at us and whenever kled and i would speak he kept on lowering the volume of the radio. i was scared out of my wits. he kept driving us around creepy neighborhoods but he couldn't find the opportunity to corner us. we're so damn lucky. we were at dapitan and i told him to just drop us off at the gate so that there'd be guards present and he could't pull any funny business. he did so reluctantly. shit. i'm fucking traumatized.

Labels: death, gun, holdup, life, manila, taxi

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oh beer. good thing he didn't do anything stupid. and you didn't get hurt.

it's also good that you guys didn't panic. psyching the driver up was a smart thing to do.

By  Patricia, at December 8, 2008 at 11:14 AM  

i knoooow. i'm so proud of myself. :))))) hahaha. yeah. we're lucky in a twisted way.

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 8, 2008 at 5:52 PM  

Impressive. Most people wouldn't know what to do in such situations. They'd probably just freeze in terror. It really was a smart thing to play mind games with the driver. Good thing he was also smart enough not to give in.

By  Anonymous, at December 12, 2008 at 7:24 AM  

i actually don't know what got into me. i'm usually the one to panic first. :))

By  kimdelladuncan, at December 16, 2008 at 9:48 AM  

eatthishunneh

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