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do you belong to a song?;
does it drag you along by the tongue at the top of your lungs?
a few more minutes and it's christmas but still i can't really feel the spirit. grinch? not really. it's just that i'm not a "holiday" person. i don't get hyped just because someone says we're supposed to be happy on a certain bloody day. yet here i am fumbling on the keyboard just to greet you guys. MERRY EFFIN CHRISTMAS. there. atleast i got that out of the way.
this christmas is by far the least festive christmas i've had in my whole life. my parents are losing their christmas spirit too. might it be old age? or is it my fault? is it because i'm getting older? fat chance. maybe it's because of the crisis. hell, i have no clue. i used to get so many presents but now... uhh. not so much. :)) my dad gave me cash. hooray. but now i'm close to being broke. i have about 5k left. that's not much i tell you. i still have to buy gifts for my closest friends. maaaaan, it's tough growing up. the funny thing is, i still don't get treated like one. sht. i desperately need to prove to them that i can take care of myself. PLEASE LORD HELP ME WITH THIS.
because i'm young, broke, without direction and bitter about life -- i just might change my lifestyle. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GROW UP. i won't even wait for new year for my resolutions. i'm going to start tomorrow. hopefully i won't be too lazy for that.
i'm infatuated with a certain number of people. i feel like such a loser. i really am infatuated. the butterflies in my stomach, the constant daydreams, the real dreams, the stupid smile plastered on my face -- the whole shebang. i need someone. :))
does it drag you along by the tongue at the top of your lungs?
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ( 11:13 PM )
a few more minutes and it's christmas but still i can't really feel the spirit. grinch? not really. it's just that i'm not a "holiday" person. i don't get hyped just because someone says we're supposed to be happy on a certain bloody day. yet here i am fumbling on the keyboard just to greet you guys. MERRY EFFIN CHRISTMAS. there. atleast i got that out of the way.this christmas is by far the least festive christmas i've had in my whole life. my parents are losing their christmas spirit too. might it be old age? or is it my fault? is it because i'm getting older? fat chance. maybe it's because of the crisis. hell, i have no clue. i used to get so many presents but now... uhh. not so much. :)) my dad gave me cash. hooray. but now i'm close to being broke. i have about 5k left. that's not much i tell you. i still have to buy gifts for my closest friends. maaaaan, it's tough growing up. the funny thing is, i still don't get treated like one. sht. i desperately need to prove to them that i can take care of myself. PLEASE LORD HELP ME WITH THIS.
because i'm young, broke, without direction and bitter about life -- i just might change my lifestyle. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GROW UP. i won't even wait for new year for my resolutions. i'm going to start tomorrow. hopefully i won't be too lazy for that.
i'm infatuated with a certain number of people. i feel like such a loser. i really am infatuated. the butterflies in my stomach, the constant daydreams, the real dreams, the stupid smile plastered on my face -- the whole shebang. i need someone. :))
Labels: christmas, infatuation, life, maturity, money, perplexities
2 Comments:
Funny how I felt the same way this morning. :}} Anyway, Merry Christmas still. :]
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Ayee, at
December 25, 2008 at 9:44 PM
hahaha. :) merry christmas to you too, ayee :)
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December 26, 2008 at 8:42 PM
put the stars in your eyes;
and with heart shaped bruises; and late night kisses divine
and with heart shaped bruises; and late night kisses divine
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