d u s t /}
{\--the lipless chronicles
je suis une gamine psychedelique,
hold my hand and let's drown together
i'm THAT kid. the one with the flaming red hair and that smirk on her face
della, sixteen, experimentalist extraordinaire
affectionately twisted :>
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hold my hand and let's drown together
{/profile --
the punch drunk kid
della, sixteen, experimentalist extraordinaire
affectionately twisted :>
asdfjkl;jkl;qwertyuiopzxcvbnm,asdfjkl;
do you belong to a song?;
does it drag you along by the tongue at the top of your lungs?
one more day till i bid farewell to home again. i hate school during moments like these. i don't want to go back to manila even if days here at home really aren't that eventful. they could have been more interesting if i would have only been a bit less lazy. ugh.
je suis une gamine psychédélique
my lungs are currently whistling to the tune of your thoughts
say you're my hippie, i'll say i'm your hippie
americancer lights my veins: watch me burn and scream
comment dit-on fuck en français?
i want you to dance inside my head
i hail from a place of old news and overpaid smiles
but i'm currently in a filthy sink and swim city
where i try and chase cars out of my head
there. i don't want to lose my old "about me" crap on my friendster. yes i'm still lazy though i really want to change. lazy people can't change. they're too lazy to do so. feck.
so there's this boy. nvm. je meurs pour vous embrasser, mon milo. what am i saying. fvck.
online movies are keeping my demons at bay while i'm held prisoner in this wretched house. sigh. blogging isn't well suiting my mood at the moment and i am but trying to urge my fingers to create a steady flow of nonesense. i am falling in love with panda bears. i see myself as the left out panda. nvm. i'm quite disappointed at myself for the reason that i can't persuade my mother to move. i'm growing tired of our neighborhood and i want change. i shan't rest until i bully them into moving to Kalayaan. i'm very resolute. my mind is feverish with new ideas. i'm watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall and i'm enjoying the humour. i'll babble on next time.
things are shaping up to be oh so odd. i'm seriously laughing right now because of certain silly people. hahaha. 1.) justin is being such a dodo right now. he's messing with me. he removed me from his featured friends! you know it's a crime. :| hahaha. 2.) rom keeps on insisting that i miss him so much and that i'm prolly super happy that i got to see him today. he even left me a comment saying that i'll prolly be able to sleep now because we met up earlier. hahahaha. 3.) kuya kyu just told me that he dreamt of me. i still don't know what it was really about just that we were sitting on a long chair (prolly a bench) and we were alone. hahahah.i found it funny cos he was all OMG! hahahaha. kuya (in my active imagination) is like one of those japanese avatars. right? 4.) wow, homer just told me he misses me! this is new. hahahaha. 5.) rj is becoming a drunken bastard. sad. i hope he stops drinking soon. :| i woke up this morning at 2 am and i had a message from him saying that i shouldn't die because he'll be sad and that we have to have fun before we die and shit like that. hahaha. those small things are the reasons why we are bestfriends. [[: 6.) marie is praying the rosary. hahaha. i love my little religious bitch hahaha. [:
i wonder if i'll survive my new pe class. maybe softball will be the end of me. i hope not. why wasn't i born with great balance and coordination? wish me luck. ooh i want to stop thinking about this. haha.
i am currently planning the perfect crime. i'm about to kidnap our aussie neighbor's kid. he's just so damn adorable :| i want a little brother. if my parents won't give me one, i guess i'll set things in motion on my own. :|
i want to move. barretto is so boring. the whole compound is nice tho, but still, barretto is too dead for me. let's see if i can persuade my dad.
dr. duncan. dr. della. dr. kim. none of them fit. shitballs. do i really want to shift? maybe i do. i don't know. this is messed up. i'm too young to be in college :| won't you save me before the day is done? i might just become a dermatologist HAHA would you trust me with your face and skin? ugh. my dad wants me to figure out what i want to become. right now. *insert steady flow of profanities* i'm not READY yet. wth, everything is going to be okay in the end. i am not going all emo bitch on you [:
ohgod. i am unwell. i spent the day filling trash bins with tissue boxes and soda cans. i would never have survived without the jakes. if the world had no music, i'd have committed suicide by now. i am unwell and i lack peace of mind. why oh why can't it be bought in stores? shitballs. i got drenched in the rain today. i'm too weak to handle the rain. pathetic. i took airbourne, neozep and used my inhaler. i still feel like shit. and now that i'm done with Heroes, i don't know how to spend my day. i've been photobucket diving the last few hours and i'm bored as hell. marie em clarisse isn't online yet, ugh, can't wait for her news. lmao.
after posting this blog, imma edit my profile. here and on friendster. i hope that takes my mind off things for a while. oh and i'm currently discovering the freakiness of hotel 626. thanks mick. LOL. oh and somebody's being weird today. ano ba talaga ha? fuck naman.
check out my grades. oh yes. i'm proud of them. this is my blog, fool. hahahaha. i mean i didn't study at all and i got high grades! i told you i'm awesome! >:))
clearance day drained me of all my energy. ate thea, boil and i got shoved and pushed in the sauna-like halls of the albertus magnus building. hahaha. but we got through. we roamed around ust and boil's sister even showed us the fetuses that are bottled up in the med building. poor kids :( anyhoot we went to the main building to check our grades but the line was long so we decided to just sit on the chairs infront of the office. while we were chatting a lady went out of the office and walked up to me, she told me that i should sit properly because i was a lady and all that crap. hahahahahahahahahahaha. okay. so i'm a boy. hahahahahahahahahaha. she got so bothered talaga. hahahahahahahahhahaa.
i'm off to manila tomorrow with boil. my mum and the maid is tagging along because my mum wants to go to baclaran but all in all i'm free to do whatever i please. boil and i will have lunch with miggy. i hope he treats us. hahahaha. it's his birthday today! happy birthday, butaw! love you! XD
i've been chowing down fudge sticks all day. and since i don't drink water, gatorade is the next best thing. ROFL. i only drink the blue, red and purple ones though. the others taste like crap.
i found out about something recently and it's breaking my heart. i feel so bad because i think it's my fault. i'm so sorry this has to be the result of all my actions. now i know i have to make the best decisions because they're going to affect every aspect of my life. i have to start growing up.
so far my sembreak has been a mix of sharp turns. i'm still waiting for the bruises to heal and waiting for the adrenaline to boil down. and uhh did i say that i'm on the dean's list? well. there ya go. i am. hahaha. SCOREEEE!
it takes severe issues to make me write again, so it seems. (i first typed in "right" instead of "write". how ironic.) i haven't felt this low in such a long time. i feel sick. this just isn't right.
i finished downloading most of ATDI's songs. they're helping me right now. marie and i need to talk. she's the only one who knows what i'm going through. aw crud. this is wrong.
i think i have a small case of bipolar disorder. why doesn't that surprise me? i'm hiding because this is all too twisted for the normal person. unthinkable and unacceptable.
when with them, i am happiest. Kalayaan brings us together [: and to think that all of this started with such a silly bet...
we were all there today! i can't believe it! hahaha. i had so much fun. i don't feel like relating everything that happened but all i can say is that they are the bestestbest guys evuuuur [: you really should be jealous that i have the raddest friends [:
favorite part of the day?
when miggy hit rj's balls. hahahahahahahahaha.
i so love my tropa. [:
pics up soon.
thank you em rj iya pons boil kled dan homer aj miggy vince jio june justin jay kamil!
words can not describe how i felt yesterday. i was ecstatic nostalgic bitter and a lot of other things ROFL. i missed my tropa. high school really is where you find your true friends.
i sms-ed clyde to send a group message to the bet people saying that we were to meet up at 10 am yesterday. i got there at 12. HAHAHA. they wouldn't let me hear the end of it. clyde, dan, rj, and pons were there. pons was shockingly his OLD self. the pons that we all love. namiss talaga namen ung gagong un. after all the bickering XD we got out of mcdo and into rj's car. YES, he knows how to drive now. HAHAHAHA. clyde and i were pretty scared at first but rj is an okay driver naman. we picked up em at her place and she freaked out when she saw pons. hahaha. i think em and i were the most affected when pons uhh moved to a different circle of friends during our highschool days. then we went back to mcdo to pick up justoy who was very crabby that day! XDDD
KALAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN. shitballs. i missed that place! me and my friends were stunning by the way. just had to say that! [[: so yeah, stunning place, stunning people, fabulous memories. we saw the teachers, the seniors, the other people hahaha, the drivers, everyone! we had so much fun.
next stop was PCGenius, our old hangout. we ofcourse made ourselves at home there. the boys played dota while em and I ate at mcdo. we went back and persuaded them to accompany us at MochaBlends. they were too busy with fecking Dota though. hahaha. so kled em and i went and did some errands first. after that we acted all pissed and shit so they would listen. they did... after a while atleast XDDD. aj and june were also now part of the crowd. then as planned we went to mochablends and ate and talked and shit. after that rj drove us home. I LOVE MY FRIENDS! haha.
when i got home my cousin told me that she saw me get out of the car and said that my friends were very very loud. HAHAHAHA. he said there was this guy who even stuck his head out of the window when he was trying to say goodbye. i said that was normal. she said that the guy was at the back and she didn't know how he managed to reach the window. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. guess who that was? pons ofcourse. hahaha.
namiss ko ang tropa. hindi nyo lang alam.
we're going out on friday again. they told me they'd kill me if i was that late again. HAHAHA. CAN'T FECKIN WAIT, HUNNEHS.
i wish we will always have this much fun
Hello, Olongapo. Hello, illness.
Despite the fact that i really am ill, i shall go meet up with my friends tomorrow. I CAN SCARCELY WAIT. Pons may even be there. Wow. I wonder if he'll be nice to us. ROFL.
shitballs. iwatchedthetwilightrailer!!!!!!! and uhh. i really really really don't like "Bella".
I shall update to-morrow. ciao.
monkeytarded. geek. dork. dumbass. shitballs. and more words of the same effect. = day with emoymoy. lemme share to you how our shopping trip went. first we went to the wretched 168 with boil and ate thea because clyde and them said it was nice there. when we got there em and i were kinda still excited that we were in divisoria. hahahahahahaha. we are retarded. we know. but shit, after a while we got super sick of everything. the stalls. the people. the traffic. the clothes. the suckiness. we almost dieeeeeed :| even the atm machines were useless. it cheated em on 800 pesos. wtf. we got super pissed. we had to go to the main office to report the stupid atm machine. after that we couldn't stand the horrid place anymore so off we went to look for a taxi. it was damn near impossible. good thing there was a nice kuya who helped us. hurrah.
glorietta glorietta glorietta. shopped and all that jazz. i am now officially broke! moy looked for a gift for jay. hahahaha. we found one XD
everyone kept staring :( i felt like an alien.
ooh and i bought two new books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am ecstaaaaaaatiiiic. no wonder em kept calling me a geek. hahahahaha. i was all smiles when we were paying and i kept hugging the books. hahahahaha and no people, i don't read the useless crap. and theeeenn we were super tired so we went home. had major fun with emoy. loveyewww. we were bitter together. hahaha. can't wait to see the other guys on tuesday! it's gonna be a reunion beybe.
holy guacamole. i almost got a flat one in psychology. i won't even dare elaborate because it's just too depressing. i think i failed phil history too. shitballsextreme. i'm flabbergasted. i'm not a failure. well, i wasn't. maybe i am now. boo hoo emo bitch.
going to glorietta with emoy tomorrow. can't wait to shop. it's officially the start of my SEMBREAK XD. let's cut loose and bum around. kalayaan here i come.
watch me burn and scream mofos. ciao.
the world never bitches without a reason -- i think we all have to agree on that one. procrastination really is my crime. i'm supposed to be studying for three tests tomorrow but i'm in no mood to focus on my notes.
em and rj dropped by earlier. i missed rj! that was his first time here 'cause we're all afraid that my mum's going to accuse him of being my boyfriend and such. hahahaha. rj is my bestfriend for pete's sake.
i received lovely news a few minutes ago. levi informed me that i scored the highest on our Psychology finals. shitballs XDDD i didn't study i sweaaaaar. the only studying i did was about three hours before the test and i have gelo and marie as witnesses that i spent most of my time laughing my head off at the silliest things. XD i told you i'm awesome! hahahahaha.
things i'm most looking forward to:
1. good grades (if i don't get 'em you'll be hearing a lot of bitching from me)
2. end of hell week (officially ends at 5:30 pm tomorrow!)
3. money and shopping at Makati (with my emoymoy and maybe rj XD)
4. my free venti java chip XDDD
5. bus trip to Olongaporn
6. public appearance at Kalayaan, Mcdo and PcG!
7. seeing my mum and dad and nephew!
8. secreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet XDDDDDDDDDDDD
recap on what has been going on: yesterday i didn't ace my feckin exams. math101a SUCKED like a baby with a lollipop. shitballs. i expected to finish that without any difficulty but the professor screwed us over. psychology-- i'd wager that i'm going to be very dismayed at the outcome. crudcrudcrud. today's chemistry exam went off without a glitch. bow chika bow wow! *verysmug* and since i am exempted from our filipino exam, i went to mcdo with boil, gelo, marie,froi, diane and sheena.
emoy was there with her blockies. while the others were ordering our food, boil and i accompanied marie to the health service bldg. em caught up with us. ooh ooh here's something funny that happened while we were there. rj called em up and asked where she was (he called because he needed em's notes on zoology). em told rj that she was on her way to the health service bldg because i was there. rj thought i was sick or that something bad happened to me. hahahaha. he was all "shit what happened to kim?!!" then em hung up. hahahaha. then he called me and i got boil to answer the phone. she just said "di ako pede makipagusap. mamaya nlng. nandito kami health service." then promptly hung up the phone. hahaha. just as we were opening the door, rj was running like mad hahahaha. he was worried! hahahaha. i love my bestfriend XD. ooh. and i saw Touya today. my heart went thumpity thump like crazy.
i'm reading Willa Cather's My Antonia. It's lovely. ooh la la.
i'll finish it tonight so that i won't have any distractions tomorrow. i shall try my best to study then. adios.
procrastination is such a bitch. i have no self restraint. how the hell am i supposed to ace the final examinations now? i will just have to rely on my awesomeness. wtf? hahaha. i'm not nervous even if i haven't started studying yet, i'm apathetic. i want to shop and go home to gapo. dayumm.
the other night, boil and i sat outside our building to just talk and talk some more. we are going to be reincarnated. don't get the connection? sod off. then we saw someone. uyaacundeeeh. we finished our talk at about midnight and then naturally i tried to sleep. haha.
the semester is about to end. holy shit. time flew super fast, huh? i can't feckin wait for the sembreak aaaaaaaagh. so i shall procrastinate to no end until i get what i want. i am such a dumbass.
and oh yea, guess what? my mum and i are okaaaaay now! XD
BUSY LIKE HELL AND MAD LIKE FUCK :|
phist project = drainage
menopausal people = infuriating
the talk with our pe instructor, sir porto, turned out okay. i was able to retake the online exam. hurrah. i took the test at dapitan(netopia) and answered so fast i only had to pay five pesos . damn. i'm trying hard not to overreact butbutbut it's really hard. specially if an annoying person lashes out on you for no apparent reason. irksome like damn. i've been saying shitballs a lot. sounds weird.ugh. start of hell week on monday. i have to stick my head inside a freezer so my brain won't melt. enough procrastination, i'm getting back to work.
ohmygod. i am the unluckiest person on the entire planet. i think i just failed pe class. i tried to answer the online exam but the eleap wouldn't let me. it kept insisting that i've already taken that wretched exam when in fact i haven't. i had to go to a computer shop to try and take the test again. what a fucking futile attempt that was. SHITBALLS :(( i want to fucking SCREAAAAAAAAAAAM. i'm going to see my professor and beg for another chance or else i'll get a fucking grade of 5. i am a lot of things but i'm not a fucking failure, i'm miss excellent for crying out loud! i am conceited, damn you. ugh. i want to cry. this really can't happen to me. not now. please God help me. :(( stupid stupid pe class. stupid eleap. stupid lying assesment button. fuck. ijustwantoburnshitdown.
does it drag you along by the tongue at the top of your lungs?
{/lazy with a capital l but i'm too lazy to capitalize it --
Friday, October 31, 2008 ( 10:15 PM )
one more day till i bid farewell to home again. i hate school during moments like these. i don't want to go back to manila even if days here at home really aren't that eventful. they could have been more interesting if i would have only been a bit less lazy. ugh.my lungs are currently whistling to the tune of your thoughts
say you're my hippie, i'll say i'm your hippie
americancer lights my veins: watch me burn and scream
i hail from a place of old news and overpaid smiles
but i'm currently in a filthy sink and swim city
where i try and chase cars out of my head
there. i don't want to lose my old "about me" crap on my friendster. yes i'm still lazy though i really want to change. lazy people can't change. they're too lazy to do so. feck.
happy halloween, monsters. hope you had a good one.
Labels: halloween, lazy, life, manila
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{/baiser --
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ( 10:32 PM )
so there's this boy. nvm. je meurs pour vous embrasser, mon milo. what am i saying. fvck.there are so many things i still need to know about you.
Labels: comebackkid, life, milo, perplexities
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{/a jar full --
Monday, October 27, 2008 ( 8:44 PM )
online movies are keeping my demons at bay while i'm held prisoner in this wretched house. sigh. blogging isn't well suiting my mood at the moment and i am but trying to urge my fingers to create a steady flow of nonesense. i am falling in love with panda bears. i see myself as the left out panda. nvm. i'm quite disappointed at myself for the reason that i can't persuade my mother to move. i'm growing tired of our neighborhood and i want change. i shan't rest until i bully them into moving to Kalayaan. i'm very resolute. my mind is feverish with new ideas. i'm watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall and i'm enjoying the humour. i'll babble on next time.Labels: kalayaan, life, oddity
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{/pretty odd --
Saturday, October 25, 2008 ( 9:55 PM )
things are shaping up to be oh so odd. i'm seriously laughing right now because of certain silly people. hahaha. 1.) justin is being such a dodo right now. he's messing with me. he removed me from his featured friends! you know it's a crime. :| hahaha. 2.) rom keeps on insisting that i miss him so much and that i'm prolly super happy that i got to see him today. he even left me a comment saying that i'll prolly be able to sleep now because we met up earlier. hahahaha. 3.) kuya kyu just told me that he dreamt of me. i still don't know what it was really about just that we were sitting on a long chair (prolly a bench) and we were alone. hahahah.i found it funny cos he was all OMG! hahahaha. kuya (in my active imagination) is like one of those japanese avatars. right? 4.) wow, homer just told me he misses me! this is new. hahahaha. 5.) rj is becoming a drunken bastard. sad. i hope he stops drinking soon. :| i woke up this morning at 2 am and i had a message from him saying that i shouldn't die because he'll be sad and that we have to have fun before we die and shit like that. hahaha. those small things are the reasons why we are bestfriends. [[: 6.) marie is praying the rosary. hahaha. i love my little religious bitch hahaha. [:i wonder if i'll survive my new pe class. maybe softball will be the end of me. i hope not. why wasn't i born with great balance and coordination? wish me luck. ooh i want to stop thinking about this. haha.
Labels: friends
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oh yea i heard about that, rj got drunk the other night and he said we should go out and have fun with him. hahahahahahaha. and oh, i missed you my chiz korn geek!
By 
Anonymous, at
October 25, 2008 at 10:40 PM
baliw si justin! haha.
By Anonymous, at
October 26, 2008 at 12:46 AM
@kamil: i know, right? ugh. butaw! hahaha. @em: i missed you too my cheeseball retard! [:
By 
kimdelladuncan, at
October 26, 2008 at 1:52 PM
{/K I D --
Thursday, October 23, 2008 ( 7:02 PM )
i am currently planning the perfect crime. i'm about to kidnap our aussie neighbor's kid. he's just so damn adorable :| i want a little brother. if my parents won't give me one, i guess i'll set things in motion on my own. :|i want to move. barretto is so boring. the whole compound is nice tho, but still, barretto is too dead for me. let's see if i can persuade my dad.
dr. duncan. dr. della. dr. kim. none of them fit. shitballs. do i really want to shift? maybe i do. i don't know. this is messed up. i'm too young to be in college :| won't you save me before the day is done? i might just become a dermatologist HAHA would you trust me with your face and skin? ugh. my dad wants me to figure out what i want to become. right now. *insert steady flow of profanities* i'm not READY yet. wth, everything is going to be okay in the end. i am not going all emo bitch on you [:
Labels: college, life, perplexities, shift
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ah quit being such a drama queen bitch! dr. duncan fits perfectly! feeling ko bored ka lang kaya ka nagkakaganyan. go and play witcha aussie neighbor and idk, hunt crocs or something.
By Anonymous, at
October 25, 2008 at 10:44 PM
ngayon ko lang napansin tong comment na to. hahaha. wtvr della. LOL. i miss you moy!
By kimdelladuncan, at
November 18, 2008 at 9:37 AM
{/loser much --
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ( 7:20 PM )
ohgod. i am unwell. i spent the day filling trash bins with tissue boxes and soda cans. i would never have survived without the jakes. if the world had no music, i'd have committed suicide by now. i am unwell and i lack peace of mind. why oh why can't it be bought in stores? shitballs. i got drenched in the rain today. i'm too weak to handle the rain. pathetic. i took airbourne, neozep and used my inhaler. i still feel like shit. and now that i'm done with Heroes, i don't know how to spend my day. i've been photobucket diving the last few hours and i'm bored as hell. marie em clarisse isn't online yet, ugh, can't wait for her news. lmao.after posting this blog, imma edit my profile. here and on friendster. i hope that takes my mind off things for a while. oh and i'm currently discovering the freakiness of hotel 626. thanks mick. LOL. oh and somebody's being weird today. ano ba talaga ha? fuck naman.
it's just so much easier to blame it on bad luck. :'|
Labels: diseases, music, perplexities
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who's being weird? spill bitch! magaling ka na? eto oh huuuuuuuuuuug. hahahahahaha
By Anonymous, at
October 25, 2008 at 10:46 PM
sino pa ba? hahahaha. T.T
By kimdelladuncan, at
November 6, 2008 at 11:45 PM
{/grades grades grades --
Monday, October 20, 2008 ( 9:09 PM )
check out my grades. oh yes. i'm proud of them. this is my blog, fool. hahahaha. i mean i didn't study at all and i got high grades! i told you i'm awesome! >:))clearance day drained me of all my energy. ate thea, boil and i got shoved and pushed in the sauna-like halls of the albertus magnus building. hahaha. but we got through. we roamed around ust and boil's sister even showed us the fetuses that are bottled up in the med building. poor kids :( anyhoot we went to the main building to check our grades but the line was long so we decided to just sit on the chairs infront of the office. while we were chatting a lady went out of the office and walked up to me, she told me that i should sit properly because i was a lady and all that crap. hahahahahahahahahahaha. okay. so i'm a boy. hahahahahahahahahaha. she got so bothered talaga. hahahahahahahahhahaa.
Labels: conceited, grades, happiness
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sabi ko sayo moy no sweat kang mag-dl eh. oh what a geek. i mean. greek. whatever. help me redeem my self sa 2nd sem! hahahahaha. i'm so proud of you moy! huuuuuuug! aww chiz korn
By Anonymous, at
October 20, 2008 at 10:39 PM
dapat kasi nanlibre ka na ng lunch eh. dl dl ka jan wala man lang treat. haha. congrats! at natatawa ako. andaming nangyare kanina. but you forgot the nakakakilig part. yung guy na kalbo. how could you forget that? amp ka. haha.
By Anonymous, at
October 20, 2008 at 11:39 PM
@moy: huuuug. salamat moy! yev gotta kick ass on the second sem ah? wag papatalo kay rj! at may chiz corn ba? hahahahha cheeseball!
@boil: zomggg. oo nga nu. hahaha. ang perfect tlga nung guy na un. hahahaha. istalk na! hahahaha.
By kimdelladuncan, at
October 21, 2008 at 1:03 PM
{/sharp turns --
Sunday, October 19, 2008 ( 9:09 PM )
i'm off to manila tomorrow with boil. my mum and the maid is tagging along because my mum wants to go to baclaran but all in all i'm free to do whatever i please. boil and i will have lunch with miggy. i hope he treats us. hahahaha. it's his birthday today! happy birthday, butaw! love you! XDi've been chowing down fudge sticks all day. and since i don't drink water, gatorade is the next best thing. ROFL. i only drink the blue, red and purple ones though. the others taste like crap.
i found out about something recently and it's breaking my heart. i feel so bad because i think it's my fault. i'm so sorry this has to be the result of all my actions. now i know i have to make the best decisions because they're going to affect every aspect of my life. i have to start growing up.
so far my sembreak has been a mix of sharp turns. i'm still waiting for the bruises to heal and waiting for the adrenaline to boil down. and uhh did i say that i'm on the dean's list? well. there ya go. i am. hahaha. SCOREEEE!
i'm still not over this "issue". damnit.
Labels: birthday, food, friends, maturity, perplexities
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{/we want to be found --
Saturday, October 18, 2008 ( 5:36 PM )
it takes severe issues to make me write again, so it seems. (i first typed in "right" instead of "write". how ironic.) i haven't felt this low in such a long time. i feel sick. this just isn't right.i finished downloading most of ATDI's songs. they're helping me right now. marie and i need to talk. she's the only one who knows what i'm going through. aw crud. this is wrong.
i think i have a small case of bipolar disorder. why doesn't that surprise me? i'm hiding because this is all too twisted for the normal person. unthinkable and unacceptable.
i need to take a pill to make this town feel okay.
Labels: perplexities
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hell yeah bitch we need to talk.
By Anonymous, at
October 18, 2008 at 6:01 PM
afk, moy? i buzzed na.
By kimdelladuncan, at
October 18, 2008 at 6:46 PM
{/happiest --
Friday, October 17, 2008 ( 9:12 PM )
when with them, i am happiest. Kalayaan brings us together [: and to think that all of this started with such a silly bet...we were all there today! i can't believe it! hahaha. i had so much fun. i don't feel like relating everything that happened but all i can say is that they are the bestestbest guys evuuuur [: you really should be jealous that i have the raddest friends [:
favorite part of the day?
when miggy hit rj's balls. hahahahahahahahaha.
i so love my tropa. [:
pics up soon.
thank you em rj iya pons boil kled dan homer aj miggy vince jio june justin jay kamil!
the bet is still oh so on XDDDDDD
Labels: bet, friends, giggles, kalayaan
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{/the bet chronicles I --
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ( 8:18 AM )
words can not describe how i felt yesterday. i was ecstatic nostalgic bitter and a lot of other things ROFL. i missed my tropa. high school really is where you find your true friends.
i sms-ed clyde to send a group message to the bet people saying that we were to meet up at 10 am yesterday. i got there at 12. HAHAHA. they wouldn't let me hear the end of it. clyde, dan, rj, and pons were there. pons was shockingly his OLD self. the pons that we all love. namiss talaga namen ung gagong un. after all the bickering XD we got out of mcdo and into rj's car. YES, he knows how to drive now. HAHAHAHA. clyde and i were pretty scared at first but rj is an okay driver naman. we picked up em at her place and she freaked out when she saw pons. hahaha. i think em and i were the most affected when pons uhh moved to a different circle of friends during our highschool days. then we went back to mcdo to pick up justoy who was very crabby that day! XDDD
KALAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN. shitballs. i missed that place! me and my friends were stunning by the way. just had to say that! [[: so yeah, stunning place, stunning people, fabulous memories. we saw the teachers, the seniors, the other people hahaha, the drivers, everyone! we had so much fun.
next stop was PCGenius, our old hangout. we ofcourse made ourselves at home there. the boys played dota while em and I ate at mcdo. we went back and persuaded them to accompany us at MochaBlends. they were too busy with fecking Dota though. hahaha. so kled em and i went and did some errands first. after that we acted all pissed and shit so they would listen. they did... after a while atleast XDDD. aj and june were also now part of the crowd. then as planned we went to mochablends and ate and talked and shit. after that rj drove us home. I LOVE MY FRIENDS! haha.
when i got home my cousin told me that she saw me get out of the car and said that my friends were very very loud. HAHAHAHA. he said there was this guy who even stuck his head out of the window when he was trying to say goodbye. i said that was normal. she said that the guy was at the back and she didn't know how he managed to reach the window. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. guess who that was? pons ofcourse. hahaha.
namiss ko ang tropa. hindi nyo lang alam.
we're going out on friday again. they told me they'd kill me if i was that late again. HAHAHA. CAN'T FECKIN WAIT, HUNNEHS.
i wish we will always have this much fun
Labels: bet, comebackkid, friends, fun, kalayaan
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so... can i do the victory dance now moy?
By Anonymous, at
October 15, 2008 at 10:27 PM
oyess moy. never in public though. hahaha. XDDD
By kimdelladuncan, at
October 15, 2008 at 10:33 PM
{/whizzzz --
Monday, October 13, 2008 ( 7:41 PM )
Hello, Olongapo. Hello, illness.
Despite the fact that i really am ill, i shall go meet up with my friends tomorrow. I CAN SCARCELY WAIT. Pons may even be there. Wow. I wonder if he'll be nice to us. ROFL.
shitballs. iwatchedthetwilightrailer!!!!!!! and uhh. i really really really don't like "Bella".
I shall update to-morrow. ciao.
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{/marie called shotgun on the tall one XDD --
Saturday, October 11, 2008 ( 6:00 PM )
monkeytarded. geek. dork. dumbass. shitballs. and more words of the same effect. = day with emoymoy. lemme share to you how our shopping trip went. first we went to the wretched 168 with boil and ate thea because clyde and them said it was nice there. when we got there em and i were kinda still excited that we were in divisoria. hahahahahahaha. we are retarded. we know. but shit, after a while we got super sick of everything. the stalls. the people. the traffic. the clothes. the suckiness. we almost dieeeeeed :| even the atm machines were useless. it cheated em on 800 pesos. wtf. we got super pissed. we had to go to the main office to report the stupid atm machine. after that we couldn't stand the horrid place anymore so off we went to look for a taxi. it was damn near impossible. good thing there was a nice kuya who helped us. hurrah.glorietta glorietta glorietta. shopped and all that jazz. i am now officially broke! moy looked for a gift for jay. hahahaha. we found one XD
everyone kept staring :( i felt like an alien.
ooh and i bought two new books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am ecstaaaaaaatiiiic. no wonder em kept calling me a geek. hahahahaha. i was all smiles when we were paying and i kept hugging the books. hahahahaha and no people, i don't read the useless crap. and theeeenn we were super tired so we went home. had major fun with emoy. loveyewww. we were bitter together. hahaha. can't wait to see the other guys on tuesday! it's gonna be a reunion beybe.
Labels: alienization, friends, makati, money
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sabi ko sayo wag ka na pumunta e. amp. :((
By Kled Mendoza, at
October 12, 2008 at 3:55 PM
i'm never going there again! lmao
By kimdelladuncan, at
October 13, 2008 at 5:05 PM
ang hot nung tall guy. HE'S MINE! don't worry moy, you can have the stumpy one. :)
By Anonymous, at
October 13, 2008 at 9:27 PM
whatever, moy! hahahaha. the stumpy one was kinda cute anyway. hahahahahaha loser
By kimdelladuncan, at
October 13, 2008 at 9:31 PM
{/run run run, don't run away --
( 12:01 AM )
holy guacamole. i almost got a flat one in psychology. i won't even dare elaborate because it's just too depressing. i think i failed phil history too. shitballsextreme. i'm flabbergasted. i'm not a failure. well, i wasn't. maybe i am now. boo hoo emo bitch.going to glorietta with emoy tomorrow. can't wait to shop. it's officially the start of my SEMBREAK XD. let's cut loose and bum around. kalayaan here i come.
watch me burn and scream mofos. ciao.
Labels: sembreak, shitballs, tests
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{/play forward pause --
Thursday, October 9, 2008 ( 10:15 PM )
the world never bitches without a reason -- i think we all have to agree on that one. procrastination really is my crime. i'm supposed to be studying for three tests tomorrow but i'm in no mood to focus on my notes.em and rj dropped by earlier. i missed rj! that was his first time here 'cause we're all afraid that my mum's going to accuse him of being my boyfriend and such. hahahaha. rj is my bestfriend for pete's sake.
i received lovely news a few minutes ago. levi informed me that i scored the highest on our Psychology finals. shitballs XDDD i didn't study i sweaaaaar. the only studying i did was about three hours before the test and i have gelo and marie as witnesses that i spent most of my time laughing my head off at the silliest things. XD i told you i'm awesome! hahahahaha.
things i'm most looking forward to:
1. good grades (if i don't get 'em you'll be hearing a lot of bitching from me)
2. end of hell week (officially ends at 5:30 pm tomorrow!)
3. money and shopping at Makati (with my emoymoy and maybe rj XD)
4. my free venti java chip XDDD
5. bus trip to Olongaporn
6. public appearance at Kalayaan, Mcdo and PcG!
7. seeing my mum and dad and nephew!
8. secreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet XDDDDDDDDDDDD
Labels: friends, list, procrastination, tests
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{/on going hell week --
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ( 8:10 PM )
recap on what has been going on: yesterday i didn't ace my feckin exams. math101a SUCKED like a baby with a lollipop. shitballs. i expected to finish that without any difficulty but the professor screwed us over. psychology-- i'd wager that i'm going to be very dismayed at the outcome. crudcrudcrud. today's chemistry exam went off without a glitch. bow chika bow wow! *verysmug* and since i am exempted from our filipino exam, i went to mcdo with boil, gelo, marie,froi, diane and sheena.emoy was there with her blockies. while the others were ordering our food, boil and i accompanied marie to the health service bldg. em caught up with us. ooh ooh here's something funny that happened while we were there. rj called em up and asked where she was (he called because he needed em's notes on zoology). em told rj that she was on her way to the health service bldg because i was there. rj thought i was sick or that something bad happened to me. hahahaha. he was all "shit what happened to kim?!!" then em hung up. hahahaha. then he called me and i got boil to answer the phone. she just said "di ako pede makipagusap. mamaya nlng. nandito kami health service." then promptly hung up the phone. hahaha. just as we were opening the door, rj was running like mad hahahaha. he was worried! hahahaha. i love my bestfriend XD. ooh. and i saw Touya today. my heart went thumpity thump like crazy.
i'm reading Willa Cather's My Antonia. It's lovely. ooh la la.
i'll finish it tonight so that i won't have any distractions tomorrow. i shall try my best to study then. adios.
Labels: friends, shitballs, tests, touya
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hahah. bestfriend talaga si rj uh. :P
By Kled Mendoza, at
October 8, 2008 at 12:39 AM
oyess.
By kimdelladuncan, at
October 8, 2008 at 9:40 AM
{/a not so smart me --
Sunday, October 5, 2008 ( 11:44 AM )
procrastination is such a bitch. i have no self restraint. how the hell am i supposed to ace the final examinations now? i will just have to rely on my awesomeness. wtf? hahaha. i'm not nervous even if i haven't started studying yet, i'm apathetic. i want to shop and go home to gapo. dayumm.the other night, boil and i sat outside our building to just talk and talk some more. we are going to be reincarnated. don't get the connection? sod off. then we saw someone. uyaacundeeeh. we finished our talk at about midnight and then naturally i tried to sleep. haha.
the semester is about to end. holy shit. time flew super fast, huh? i can't feckin wait for the sembreak aaaaaaaagh. so i shall procrastinate to no end until i get what i want. i am such a dumbass.
and oh yea, guess what? my mum and i are okaaaaay now! XD
Labels: break, college, procrastination, tests
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{/infuriating blah blahs --
Thursday, October 2, 2008 ( 8:49 PM )
BUSY LIKE HELL AND MAD LIKE FUCK :|phist project = drainage
menopausal people = infuriating
the talk with our pe instructor, sir porto, turned out okay. i was able to retake the online exam. hurrah. i took the test at dapitan(netopia) and answered so fast i only had to pay five pesos . damn. i'm trying hard not to overreact butbutbut it's really hard. specially if an annoying person lashes out on you for no apparent reason. irksome like damn. i've been saying shitballs a lot. sounds weird.ugh. start of hell week on monday. i have to stick my head inside a freezer so my brain won't melt. enough procrastination, i'm getting back to work.
Labels: procrastination, shitballs, tests
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{/shitty eleap --
( 10:25 AM )
ohmygod. i am the unluckiest person on the entire planet. i think i just failed pe class. i tried to answer the online exam but the eleap wouldn't let me. it kept insisting that i've already taken that wretched exam when in fact i haven't. i had to go to a computer shop to try and take the test again. what a fucking futile attempt that was. SHITBALLS :(( i want to fucking SCREAAAAAAAAAAAM. i'm going to see my professor and beg for another chance or else i'll get a fucking grade of 5. i am a lot of things but i'm not a fucking failure, i'm miss excellent for crying out loud! i am conceited, damn you. ugh. i want to cry. this really can't happen to me. not now. please God help me. :(( stupid stupid pe class. stupid eleap. stupid lying assesment button. fuck. ijustwantoburnshitdown.
Labels: college, perplexities, shitballs, tests
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